Day Zero – Flying to Germany

My computer setup at Webe Coffee in Phoenix, Arizona

In less than a week we board an American Airlines flight to Dallas, Texas, and race to another gate for our long haul to Frankfurt, Germany, which is the start of this year’s major vacation. For the next days, details regarding how we leave our apartment, what goes where, and whatever other things must be tended to will be the center of my attention. Maybe my biggest goal is not to fall into the anxiety of stressing about aspects of packing and travel that should be second nature to us by now, but still, there is an undercurrent of uncertainty.

There’s a hunger to return to writing while I’m in this holding pattern, but though I’ll turn to my blog for brief moments, I am not giving in to opening my novel and getting lost in it. But I am ready to start the note-taking that will lead to sharing our experiences and impressions while in France and Germany, though they won’t be published and show up here before our return to the States in June. After getting back home, I’ll hit the ground blogging with as much intensity as I can bring to the matter. There will be a cutoff in early July when we point our car toward Santa Fe, New Mexico, for what has become an annual pilgrimage to attend the International Folk Art Market.

Maybe you see through this, I’m writing a bunch of blah, blah, blah, because I have nothing better to do and I don’t want to invest myself in distractions that risk capturing my attention. Yet, all I can think about is our upcoming trip. Well, that is until I’m at home working on chores such as yanking out the refrigerator to clean below it, same will be true for the stove, and it’s not until you are on your hands and knees with a headlamp shining from your forehead that you start to notice all the other corners that have been neglected and need a thorough cleaning. So, I bring sponge and 409 into action with knees suffering as I crawl about cleaning these hidden places, knowing that when we get home, we’ll not only be refreshed from our break with routine, but that arrival will come with the satisfaction that there is nothing required of us regarding maintenance of our humble dwelling.

Safety guide from American Airlines

In a little more than 12 hours, we’ll be leaving for the airport. Other than packing, we are ready to leave. A last-minute snafu regarding our rental car was resolved quickly, but it wasn’t without undue stress and meant I had to cancel our reservation with a company we’ve worked with before. I’m tired and looking forward to relaxing after we transfer terminals and board our flight out of Dallas, Texas, for Frankfurt, Germany.

Phoenix, Arizona

After little more than 30 minutes in the air, we’ve reached cruising altitude. Globe, Arizona, is the last town I recognize before the 10,000 shadows of the cottony puffball clouds speckle the desert below, and I lose the landmarks more easily seen while driving over the landscape. Drinks and snacks arrive in short order.

Dallas, Texas

Landing in Dallas, Texas, where we had less than an hour for transferring to our international flight, was only stressful in our minds, as anticipated hiccups never materialized. After a mere five minutes to move between terminals, our upgrade to a priority boarding group soothed some of the stress, allowing us to get on the plane while plenty of overhead storage was still available. What wasn’t pleasant was the exit seats I’d booked that turned out not to have a window. This was a horror for me as it meant I’d not be taking photos between Texas and Germany. Two hours into our flight leaving the States, dinner was served, which had the effect of weighing heavily on my writing hand and eyes, thus denying me the focus to write a word during the remaining eight hours in the air.

Handwoven tea towel made by Caroline Wise in Phoenix, Arizona

Meanwhile, Caroline continued finishing details on the towels she wove for friends and family, such as sewing on the “Handmade By Caroline Wise” labels. With 90 minutes remaining on our flight, breakfast is rolled out, so when we land at 9:00, we can focus on heading into Saturday, while back in Phoenix, Arizona, it’s still Friday, about 10:30 pm, typically our bedtime. Such is the disorientation of flying to other continents, a consequence I never grow accustomed to.

Word Obsessed in Duncan

Agate

This throwaway post is only being added to my blog due to the recent dearth of posts. The photo of the agate is absolutely horrible, my apologies. It was taken with my phone in poor light, and no amount of Lightroom surgery could save it. You see, I’m making an effort to backfill something or other so that in the years to come, as I look back to 2025, I can better understand why, in comparison to other years that were filled with various activities, sights, and observations, there were extended periods of nothingness.

Once again, I’d found myself out east in Duncan, Arizona, for a week of working on my novel. My focus has been so keen as not to allow distraction, aside from my crippling weakness that allows conversations to rule my life, at moments, for hours at a time. Other than that, and occasionally watching some stupid streaming short videos, I write with an intention that is admirable (to me), though that comes with no small neglect of everything else; just ask my wife. Fortunately, she’s familiar with these episodes of compulsive behavior/disorder I occasionally exhibit.

My reason for visiting the remote small town of Duncan is to refine my focus and minimize the chance for distraction, which mostly works until moments like this morning when I took the photo of the agate an Austrian professor showed me. He and a couple of traveling companions were scouring the desert and hills of the area, looking for more agates (this one had been purchased from a local rock shop). The guy is also an author of more than a few textbooks about agates and jasper, though geology is not what he teaches. Lucky me, they were in a hurry to get out again so I could return to my matter at hand, writing.

I’m setting this post’s date to January 31st, when I was in Duncan, to update readers of my writing activities, but today, as I’m writing this, it is March 8th. As I said above, this is a backfill. So, what can I tell you? I’m approaching three novels worth of material while believing I’m somewhere between a third and halfway done. Since it is a draft, I’m well aware I might end up paring much during the editing process, but the book currently stands at 707 pages and just under 280,000 words. It has a title, but I’m not ready to share that.

Regarding a completion date, since January 2024 through today, 272 of those 428 days have been spent writing this book, meaning, on average, I write a pittance of only 1029 words a day. If I’m correct about my estimation of its ultimate length, it will take approximately 359 more days of penning the draft before I can turn to editing. Writing this in black and white is a sobering thought, leaving me with questions about my mental health and wondering if I have the endurance to finish such a task.

Alone With Cats in Duncan, Arizona

Simpson Hotel in Duncan, Arizona

There I was on December 12th, not doing a thing for Caroline’s birthday, when a text from Deborah arrived, asking if we’d be interested in a gratis stay at their fabulous Simpson Hotel in Duncan over Christmas while they’d be away traveling. While the tiny hotel wouldn’t have other guests during our stay, there were a bunch of cats that we were being invited to keep company. Who could resist?

Maliki the Cat at the Simpson Hotel in Duncan, Arizona

But there was an issue, not an issue regarding Maliki the Cat performing a flying leap into a diorama, but by that date I’d been on the verge of finishing part one of the novel with which I’m threatening the world. That was not really an issue either: the problem truly raised its head when I actually finished said part of my book on the following Thursday, one day before our scheduled departure to Duncan. You see, I would have liked a break from the writing routine, which, at that point, was pressing into the 45th consecutive day of intense wordsmithing. On Friday, December 20th for those who are curious, we left for Duncan, the home of the Simpson Hotel and refuge where Maliki, among other felines, resides. And while I penned not a thing all day Friday, I couldn’t face spending a week in Duncan, where I typically find an incredible focus to go further with words, without at least attempting to keep the fire going; thus I had to give up the idea of taking an extended break from my self-imposed toil of keeping my nose to the grindstone.

Ranch House Restaurant in Duncan, Arizona

When Saturday morning rolled around, I took up my traditional spot in the parlor, resigned to the idea I would write. The empty page was emblazoned with the words “Part Two” and nothing else. I could still see the riveting beginning of part one, which I’d love to tell you about, but that would obviously arrive with spoilers, so that’s a no-go. What I will share is that I had this idea that the beginning of part two should also arrive with a zinger of epic proportions. I sat there, stewing in a lukewarm pot of word soup, unable to assemble the overcooked alphabet noodles that would dissolve under my touch before I could string them into words. There was nothing left to do. I would have to tap the literary genius of the “invisible hand” to help me craft a book I’m certain she would not want credit for, well, at least not in this wonky draft state. Upon telling my wife approximately where I was at in the story, she made a suggestion that precisely fit the situation and gave me the push that allowed me to find the onramp to continuing down the story highway.

Woodhouse toad in Duncan, Arizona

You could say that Caroline kissed the frog (or toad in this instance). There I was, a reborn man, and by Saturday evening, I was able to bring 300 words to the page, a solid enough beginning, and by Sunday morning, traction was well established. Over the subsequent days, I didn’t exactly flounder but was operating at marginal capacity, eking out barely 1,000 words a day.

Duncan High School Class of 1964 from Duncan, Arizona

This could have been considered a partial failure, but at least it wasn’t a wash, and sometimes we just have to take the minor wins where we can find them. Then, out of the blue, or might I say, through the flue, a Christmas gift arrived in a dream, not delivered by Santa Claus, but to him, if you consider the idea that I might resemble him to some small degree. I woke before 4:00 from a lucid dream, that inspired me to sit up, grab my phone, and write furiously for the next hour, before I lay back down to continue sleeping. In the morning I transcribed this 1,037-word note that absolutely energized me. It was Saturday again, the day of our return to Phoenix following a walk over to the Duncan High School and another hour of writing in the parlor where, my inspiration still fueled by my dream, I quickly wrote another few hundred words. As for the dream, it’ll be edited and modified for inclusion in the book, should I find a proper place for it. Over the next week, I set into a routine of consistently pushing out more than 3,000 words a day; such was the inspiration from a dream that shook me from slumber at 3:45 on a cold, dark, post-Christmas Day.

Farthest Drive of My Lifetime

Our odometer after an 11,000-mile drive from Phoenix, Arizona to Newfoundland, Canada

Yesterday was the completion of an epic 36-day adventure that had me embark on the longest drive of my life at a total of 11,040 miles (17,767 km) across Arizona, New Mexico, Colorado, Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri, Iowa, Illinois, Indiana, Ohio, Pennsylvania, New York, Vermont, New Hampshire, Maine, New Brunswick, Prince Edward Island, Nova Scotia, Newfoundland, Massachusetts, Maryland, West Virginia, Kentucky, Tennessee, Arkansas, and Oklahoma. Over the course of this vacation, I ended up sharing some 63,500 words and 849 photos, though I wouldn’t get caught up until October 21st when the last vacation post was written, and I started this recap.

The highlights and major points along the way were as follows: Caroline at the airport, endless fields of corn, Bocce Club pizza in Buffalo, surprise airshow, Caroline won a huipil, speedboat and boating on the St. Lawrence River, lighthouses, Fort Ticonderoga, Green Mountain Spinnery, lobster rolls, waterways, the seashore, cairns, ferries, friendly Canadians, sunsets, bridges, coffee, rain, roadside fruit and veggies, beachcombing, flying a kite, our pillows, Bay of Fundy, apples, Fritos, sunrise, moss, lichen, islands, fishing villages, trails, Balancing Rock, Kejimkujik National Park, old security guard, Lunenburg, Nova Scotia, Peggy’s Cove, Damson plums, beef jerky, Cape Breton Highlands National Park, beavers, fens (bogs), soft serve, maple walnut ice cream, waterfalls, rocks, thrombolites, yarn, Tablelands at Gros Morne National Park, caribou, partridgeberries, reflective ponds, the colors of fall, cod tongues and seal meat, causeways, Terra Nova National Park, forest walks, Muskoka chairs, ruffled grouse, butterflies, mushrooms, flowers, foxes, UNESCO Geosites, wild blueberries, fossils, Mistaken Point, oatcakes, Eastern Hyper-Oceanic Barrens, tiny cottages, covered bridges, narrow roads, signs for moose, and more lobster rolls.

After 58 days of traveling and writing, this block of my life dedicated to such an extraordinary experience moves into the past. I’m happy it does, as I’m a bit depleted trying to write anything else describing things encountered in America and Canada. I need a break from all things vacation, so much so that we are canceling a planned Thanksgiving tradition of traveling to Oregon. Now for something completely different.

The End of a 36-Day Drive

Sunrise on Interstate 40 in New Mexico

I’d already been driving for well over an hour when I pulled off the freeway for gas, and to capture the sunrise I could only see in my rearview mirror. Leaving Tucumcari shortly after 5:30 meant no return visit to Kix On 66, which Caroline and I visited last year because they don’t open until 6:00. That was okay, or so I thought, as I’d be passing Santa Rosa further west, where we’d had the best breakfast burritos ever at Lulu’s Kitchen On Route 66, except it turns out that they are closed on weekends; I’ve been foiled. Option number three would be a winner, too: I’d hold out to the other side of Albuquerque and grab a truly great green chili burger at Laguna Burger at the Laguna Pueblo. That didn’t work out either, as they were still serving breakfast at 10:30 and wouldn’t make me a burger.

Interstate 40 in New Mexico

It wasn’t until I reached Gallup, New Mexico, 310 miles (500 km) away from Tucumcari, that I’d get a Navajo variation of the green chili burger at Earl’s Family Restaurant. I skipped looking at the menu and asked if they had a green chili burger; I was assured they did, so I told the server to bring me one. I was surprised when, under a heap of cheesy fries and green chilies mixed with Fritos, I found the burger underneath it all, served open-face. My other surprise was looking around me at the approximately 100 Navajo customers; I appeared to be the only white guy and knew I was at the right place.

Lupton, Arizona

Reentering the Southwestern United States is a powerful reminder of just how different the landscapes are, with the effect on the senses best being realized when approaching slowly on roads instead of flying in.

Lupton, Arizona

Another great benefit of a slow approach is that, at some point, you can tune in to KTNN – The Voice of the Navajo Nation on AM 660. But then today, I learned something fantastic: KTNN is now broadcasting on FM radio at 101.5, though that will do nothing for you unless you are within range of their signal, so if you go to KTNNonline.com, you can tune into what is being listened to over parts of Arizona, New Mexico, Utah, and Colorado. Even if you don’t like Country & Western or Powwow music, pay special attention to the ads and when the announcers come on, as they often speak Navajo mixed with a bit of English.

Near Payson, Arizona

Somewhere along the drive home between Heber and Payson, I let Caroline in on the secret that I was only about two hours away from her.

AZ 87 a.k.a., the Beeline Highway north of Fountain Hills, Arizona

It was back in Adrian, Texas, where the first glimpse of the Southwest came into view, but it’s not until nearly reaching Phoenix from the north that you’ll encounter the mighty saguaro cactus. Something else about this landscape is that you may not appreciate it as much when you are living here as you will after being gone for an extended period of time and then returning to its stark ruggedness.

AZ 87 a.k.a., the Beeline Highway north of Fountain Hills, Arizona

While romanticizing the desert, I still find it impossible to do the same for the city I’m about to drive into. I’m on the edge of Fountain Hills, and the temperature at the end of September is still burning at a mid-summer heat of 116 degrees (46.6 Celsius). While that is a heavy reality check, I’m only about 45 minutes from getting home to the person who will be genuinely happy to see me, just as I am to see her. Our vacation is officially over.

Relentless Driving Across Middle America

U.S. Highway 67 from Paragould, Arkansas

Another lifeless day on America’s interstates. This is torture, but now that I’m resigned to my fate, I got up early and was out before the break of dawn, where it’s just me and a bunch of truckers hauling stuff across the country. Why anyone would take this route instead of flying is beyond my imagination unless it’s a drive of less than 500 miles, which then makes economic sense. As for the truckers, oh my god, do they have it bad? It’s no wonder they are making pretty good money these days. Incentivized to keep on driving, paid by miles with nothing but junk food along their route, they save time by pissing in bottles and tossing them out their windows, sleeping on off-ramps and rest stops, and having nowhere to walk around. They just drive, grow unhealthy, and then drive some more. I suppose there are also those who are afraid of flying. Maybe this wouldn’t seem so dreadful if I didn’t have 1,454 miles (2,340 km) ahead of me.

Interstate 40 entering Oklahoma

Blam! Just like that, I’m 282 miles (453 km) farther across Arkansas, driving into Oklahoma. Only three states to go before I get home, so if this is Thursday, I should easily make it by Saturday.

Kellogg's Korner in Henryetta, Oklahoma

From the interstate traveling at speed, it wasn’t immediately obvious from my perspective that the facilities at Kellogg’s Korner in Henryetta, Oklahoma, were no longer extant. My bladder wasn’t interested in this minor detail, and though the abandoned gas station and convenience store claimed to be under video surveillance, I had to throw caution to the wind and pee into it. While apparently still in business, the motel next door likely shouldn’t be, as the guests no longer appear to be traveling through and have become permanent residents. Only 50 miles past this place of sweet relief, I left the interstate again, this time for the Catfish Roundup in Seminole, Oklahoma, for what else other than catfish?

Texas State Line on Interstate 40

Isn’t the scenery grand? I’ve driven 611 miles (983 km) so far, and I’m hardly done. While I could easily leave the interstate and start a meander, I’m set on returning to the hugging arms of that woman so patiently waiting for me in Arizona, allowing me to endure this torture.

Sunset on Interstate 40 near Adrian, Texas

A funny thing happened while driving into the sunset by way of a little white lie that began before I reached Shamrock, Texas, on the eastern edge of the Texas Panhandle. I slowed the story by slowing the progress I was making and telling Caroline that I was exhausted and needed a break, which I’d take in Shamrock. She couldn’t know that I was already in Amarillo, Texas, having dinner and considering how far I could get this evening. Knowing that I’d be gaining another hour if I drove into New Mexico, I set my sights specifically on Tucumcari. This 204-mile (329 km) discrepancy in distance would set things up for Caroline to understand that I wouldn’t make it home Saturday and I’d be in on Sunday. Muahahaha (yes, Caroline, the onomatopoeia makes an appearance), my evil plan was fully hatched. You see, I knew I could drive the 588 miles (946 km) home on Saturday, and with another hour saved due to our time zone in Phoenix, I could be home mid-day. Today’s drive of 828 miles (1,333 km) was a grinding chore, but the surprise will have been well worth it.